I can’t remember the exact date any more, but I can definitely take you to the place where the LORD SAVED ME by HIS marvelous grace.  I remember my family & I preparing for church one Sunday morning in the spring/summer of 1990.  My birthday is in May, which is why I am unsure if I accepted Christ when I was 6 or 7.  That is the part that makes it hard for me to remember, is whether it was right before or right after my birthday.  Nonetheless, that Sunday morning, we all prepared ourselves to get ready and go to church.  Once we arrived, my parents went to the main auditorium for service.  My sister went with her age group for service & I went into what was called “Super Church” for the children my age.  The youth pastor at that time began preaching the gospel message of Jesus Christ and I understood.  I understood at such a young age, that I was a sinner and destined for an eternity in hell without Christ’s saving grace.  I understood and immediately said in my heart, “I WANT THAT.”  I raised my hand for the open call to come forward.  I was taken aside and shown through scriptures about how a sinner can be saved.  I laid my life and heart over to Christ that day.  I called unto HIM and gave HIM my heart & my life over to HIM & only HIM.  I found my “first love.”  I found my “first love” AGAIN.  That missing disorienting emptiness was immediately filled that day.  And I praise God all the more for every day that I live to serve HIM.   And as with anyone that comes to Jesus’ saving grace & accepts HIM, becomes ecstatic.  I was so excited that I had to tell everyone, that “I got saved today.”  I told mommy, daddy, sissy, and my grandparents as well.  I was so happy & continue to be for Him filling me with HIS holy spirit that has never left.

But See, there is more to this story.  When I look at the verse (Rev.2:4 KJV)= Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love.  I look at it differently than most people.  When many are reading the letters to the 7 churches in the book of Revelation, they automatically think that the entire 7 churches are all saved individuals & not talking to the churches as a whole.  So when they read the letter to the church of Ephesus & read that they have “left their first love” that these people are merely backslidden Christians, when in all actuality, it is depicting hypocrisy.  This is evidenced by the verses stating, “repent, do the first works, & To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.”  This is a picture of salvation like in (Rev 3:20’s) = Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.  This is a picture of the consummation of the Holy Spirit into an individual that has opened their heart & given their whole heart unto Jesus Christ.  The body of Christ is so extremely fractured today that it isn’t even funny and is filled with ministers of “lying divination” = Ezekial.  The letters to the 7 churches in the book of Revelation really depicts today’s events with all the churches today.  Just as in with the rest of the world, the churches are filled with both believers & unbelievers; & some of the unbelievers within the churches need to self-examine themselves to see if they are actually of the faith & not believing in a different gospel or a different Jesus.  Satan is the author of confusion, not God.

Growing up, there are some controversial doctrinal concepts that has always made sense to me.  Some include: eternal security, age of accountability, predestination, and others.  For various reasons, I received all my teaching from scripture from the Holy Spirit only.  Growing up and the majority of my life, I was never part of the “click” crowd.  My reading comprehension as a child royally stunk, and because of that, I preferred listening to the sermons instead of going to children’s church.  And, believe it or not, I understood & understood them well. But one day, the Lord convicted me to stop being dependent upon commentaries & sermons.  I didn’t listen at first, so just like any parent to a child, received a “whoopin” from the good Lord & HE helped me to lose all my commentary Bibles and made it happen to where I didn’t have access to televised preachers.  I thank HIM so much for that.  It forced me to read His words only and receive teaching from only HIM.  Back to the doctrinal concepts, I never understood why those concepts were so controversial until I got older & became more learned of abiding in HIS word only.  Part of the reason is because what the Lord has allowed me to witness & experience.

Before I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord & savior and having my life long journey of a personal relationship with HIM, I remember waking up one afternoon as a young child from a nap in my mother’s & father’s bedroom.  I can’t remember exactly how long this day was BEFORE I had accepted Christ, but there was a time span between this day and the day I gave my life & heart over to HIM.  When I woke up, I was confused and disoriented and felt something missing from me.  I left my parents’ bedroom & entered into the living room where my mother was curling my sister’s hair with paper rolls for church the next morning.  I spoke to my mother & sister, but I was still disoriented and even had to ask them their names.  I knew who they were and that they were important to me.  I knew that they loved me as well, but I was still disoriented as to why I felt something missing in my soul.  I reacquainted myself with my family and allowed my mother to curl my hair as well with the paper curlers.  I could tell & feel the love that they had for me, but it was not the same of what I was looking for.

One of the most marvelous gifts that God can give, is the gift of memory.  Satan can use your memories to cause you to doubt and set forth stumbling blocks and hinder your walk with Christ; but God gives us our memory of HIS saving grace to shove it in front of the Devil’s face to make him flee.  Praise God.

Before I further my testimony, recall the earliest memory that you have.  Most people can only remember as far back as when to sometime in their childhood.  My waking up disoriented was NOT my first memory.

John 1:9 King James Version (KJV)    (Jesus = The WORD) That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.

This is another passage of scripture that has always made sense to me.  I remember listening to a sermon where it was expressed that no-one could really explain this passage truly.  Many good commentaries of course, but not truly explain this passage well.  I happened to be reading Song of Solomon when I heard that expressed within the video sermon.  I may not be able to express it well, but when I heard that, God convicted me to write this very testimony.

Matt 18:18-20 KJV = 18 Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

19 Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.

20 For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

All the way back to Genesis when God created Adam & Eve, they were made perfect.  We don’t know the exact timing of when they were created to they day they sinned.  They dwelt with God in paradise and was given the command to not eat of the tree of knowledge of good & evil.  There was a span of time when they walked with God & one day they were given a clear choice of whether  to continue to walk with God or not.  Adam & Eve eat of the tree of knowledge of good & evil.  God’s perfect creation chose to not follow & abide in HIM when they sinned.  This in turn exposed their nakedness: their physical nakedness & the nakedness of their adulterated hearts.  They “left their first love” and followed the god of self.  Even in the beginning, it required a sacrifice to cover their nakedness of their bodies & their hearts, as evidenced by being clothed with animal skins to atone them from their sin.  This also shows where they repented and followed God again.   They left their god of SELF and found their “first love” again.


My first memory was actually in my mother’s womb.  The actual physical details are not what I remember the most.  While present there, there was a great love & peace present.  There was peace & joy that surpasses all understanding.  I can also remember after that, suckling on my mother’s bosom as an infant.  That same peace, joy, & great love was still there = that surpasses all understanding.  I could feel the love from my mother, but it was not the same as that GREAT love I knew & could feel.  God’s presence was with me in the womb.  God’s presence was with me when I was suckling, but I couldn’t feel it that one afternoon when I woke up disoriented.

I am unsure if I had truly reached the age of accountability that day, but that Sunday, when I gave my life to Christ, I found “my first love” AGAIN, like Adam & Eve did when their nakedness was covered with the animal skins.

Romans 8:27-30 = 27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.

28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.

30 Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.


PREDES’TINATE, a. Predestinated; foreordained.

PREDES’TINATE, v.t. [L. proedestino; proe and destino, to appoint.

To predetermine or foreordain; to appoint or ordain beforehand by an unchangeable purpose.


All predestination is = is talking about God’s plan for mankind. 


He knows each and individual ever born & to be born.

He ordained an unchangeable plan how each person can be “conformed” into the image of Christ (being born again).

So that Jesus can be the “firstborn” of many people.

Salvation is a free-will choice.  God isn’t going to make that decision for you to love Him.  If He did, everyone would be ROBOTS and it wouldn’t be genuine love.


John 14:29

23 Jesus answered and said unto him, If a man love me, he will keep my words: and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him.



Song of Solomon 2:4  He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love.

I can’t explain it.  But Christ is the light that lighteth EVERY MAN in the earth.  When I was in the womb, I can remember seeing light.  Granted, it could have been physical light, but that peace & understanding was present at the same time.  Everyone’s calling unto salvation differs in length and I praise God that mine was not that long.  We are made perfect in the womb & dwell with God like Adam & Eve in the garden.  Then at some point, understanding is finally reached that gives a clear choice of whether to continue to dwell with God or serve the god of SELF.  Once that happens, Christ begins knocking at the door saying, “let me in, let me in.”
Song of Solomon 3:1-4 King James Version (KJV)

By night on my bed I sought him whom my soul loveth: I sought him, but I found him not.

I will rise now, and go about the city in the streets, and in the broad ways I will seek him whom my soul loveth: I sought him, but I found him not.

The watchmen that go about the city found me: to whom I said, Saw ye him whom my soul loveth?

It was but a little that I passed from them, but I found him whom my soul loveth: I held him, and would not let him go, until I had brought him into my mother’s house, and into the chamber of her that conceived me.

Just that short time looking for Him, was awful.  Christ sealed me that Sunday with the Holy Spirit & I’m a child of God.   I am a child of the KING.

Even when John the Baptist was in the womb, leaped at the presence of Jesus.

Luke 1: 41 =And it came to pass, that, when Elisabeth heard the salutation of Mary, the babe leaped in her womb; and Elisabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost:

For the longest time, I didn’t make much mention of my testimony of prior to salvation; but who can you tell some of your deepest part of yourself?: your spouse.  I explained to my husband about my testimony, and you know what? He can remember being birthed.  That same exact peace was present with him as well.  The only difference between myself and him, is that his calling unto salvation was longer than mine.  He was apx 35 years old when He accepted Christ with full faith for salvation.

Luke 18:16 = But Jesus called them unto him, and said, Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God.

Despite what some people believe, there will NOT be infants and little children in hell.

Romans 8:17 = And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.

We are commanded to have that UNCONDITIONAL child-like faith.  Follow HIM (Jesus) whithersoever he goes.

CALLING UNTO SALVATION (1828 Noah Webster) = To call forth, to bring or summon to action; as, to call forth all the faculties of the mind. = TO SUMMON OR TO BECKON.

BECK, v.t. (1828 Noah Webster) = To call by a nod; to intimate a command to; to notify by a motion of the head.

CALLIING UNTO SALVATION is Jesus coming & knocking at the door of your heart. Rev 3:20 KJV = Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
Jeremiah 29:13King James Version (KJV)
13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.


Ephesians 2:8
For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:


SE’ALED, pp. Furnished with a seal; fastened with a seal; confirmed; closed.


= Ephesians 4:30b
…the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption.

Despite the fact that scripture vindicates this, it is because of my testimony alone that I know without a shadow of doubt that the Eternal security gospel, the age of accountability, & predestination are true.

Our journey does not begin when Christ starts knocking on the door of our hearts, it begins when HE creates us – like Adam & Eve.  Broad is the way to destruction.  Jesus rejoices for finding one lost sheep greatly, because they have returned unto HIM.








There are several scriptural definitions of repentance. It all depends on what context of scripture you are pulling the definition from.

The first use of repentance is actually in Genesis 6 = “and it repented the Lord that He created man, it grieved HIM at HIS heart.” because of all the wickedness in the world, but HE FOUND GRACE IN THE EYES OF ONE MAN = Noah.

Many look at God to be a stoic figure up in heaven with no emotion at all except for wrath. This is completely inaccurate. He does have HIS wrathful side, but HE has that beautiful merciful & loving side as well.

In the gospels = Jesus calls his disciples friends. There is a much deeper meaning to just the word of friend – it is that unconditional love for one another type friendship (like in a holy blessed marriage type friendship/ that mother & daughter bond / etc).

The only reason humans have emotions is because God had them first. You know how it goes = “For God so loved the WORLD, that HE gave HIS ONLY begotten SON, that WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH in HIM, shall not perish, but have EVERLASTING life.

BELIEF & TRUST is much more than confessing it in your brain that you believe God, its that unconditional love of NO MATTER WHAT — I trust you with my LIFE & HEART. It is a beautiful relationship once a true commitment is made to Jesus to be sealed.

HERE IS A VIDEO LINK that goes in 2 forms of repentance & salvation & other stuffs. I am also putting another link in here as well that gets in more detail in the different types of repentances.  Hope you enjoy — God bless.


CALLING UNTO SALVATION (1828 Noah Webster) = To call forth, to bring or summon to action; as, to call forth all the faculties of the mind. = TO SUMMON OR TO BECKON.

BECK, v.t. (1828 Noah Webster) = To call by a nod; to intimate a command to; to notify by a motion of the head.

CALLIING UNTO SALVATION is Jesus coming & knocking at the door of your heart. Rev 3:20 KJV = Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.


Jeremiah 29:13King James Version (KJV)
13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.


Ephesians 2:8
For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:


Ephesians 2:9
Not of works, lest any man should boast.


SE’ALED, pp. Furnished with a seal; fastened with a seal; confirmed; closed.


= Ephesians 4:30b
…the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption.

BEWARE DECEPTION by: Meghan Guffey (8/12/17)


WOW! So much deception on the​ fundamental teaching of salvation it nauseates me. I’m fixin’ to shine some light for people. Was just watching this guy on YouTube livestream condemning people with his “council” and “leadership” but these poor people don’t realize he’s actually just dragging them down into despair, stirring up fear, probably making tons of money off these lost souls… He’s selling one-way tickets straight to hell is what he and a lot of the churches are doing. Makes me sick!
Stop misleading and discouraging folks by teaching the lie that you MUST stop all your sinning in order to be saved! “Get off your psych meds, put down the cigarettes, stop drinking and cursing and fornicating or Jesus won’t accept you! You’re gonna go to hell if you can’t stop masturbating! Literally cut off your hand of it keeps making you sin!”

WHAT!? –NO! That isn’t the gospel Jesus taught us under grace. Ain’t nothin’ “graceful” about that gospel now, is there? Hypocrite!

No wonder why people seem to hate the gospel of Jesus Christ! They listen to and receive the WRONG GOSPEL! IT AIN’T BIBLICAL! Let me break it down for you okay? God is NOT a heartless dictator who’s going to tell you that you must reach a goal– that frankly we all know is unreasonable and unobtainable– in order to be saved. In case no one noticed, God sets the bar pretty high. Nothing less than perfection will do. Not a single person under God’s Law in the Old Testament, New Testament, from Adam to this day, has EVER been able to keep the Law except ONE –Jesus Christ himself! That’s why God said we are no longer under the law, but under GRACE.
You cannot possibly count yourself worthy to God Almighty by your own self-righteous works. Sorry. The bible’s pretty clear that your very best work is FILTHY RAGS in the eyes of God. Instead, Jesus counts you worthy by HIS work. Jesus Christ IS the gift! Just receive it! Give HIM all the glory! He loves you! PRAISE GOD for loving all us filthy wretched sinners SO much that he sent his only son, Jesus Christ to come give his perfect blood in exchange for our wretched sins. His blood is the robe of righteousness we receive– we put on HIS righteousness not our own. It’s not by ANYTHING you do– it’s what Jesus ALREADY did. Do you see how that works?
I don’t understand why there’s so much confusion and division amongst people. We put too much focus on the “self” instead of where it belongs.
You cannot earn your righteousness and everlasting salvation by giving up all your sins, or by how “honorably” you live, or how often you go to church, blah blah blah.

We do not EARN our place in the kingdom of God. It is by FAITH ALONE that we are in it. We are saved by God’s perfect amazing Grace, just for believing in the gospel. It’s not even a complicated, confusing gospel. The gospel IS the finished work of Jesus Christ– his life in the flesh, his death on the cross, and resurrection three days later. Which was done FOR YOU. That’s all. So believe and receive, my friends. Simple as that.
Oh yeah and God ain’t no Santa Claus mkay. There’s nothing you have to “do” to KEEP your *everlasting* salvation once you have it, so stop focusing so much on who’s acting naughty or nice. Once you are under the grace of God, the Holy Spirit will abide in you and guide you. You won’t really even want to sin anymore because you’ll have a new conscience (“you are a new creature”, the apostle Paul explains in 2 Corinthians) that will grow in you and grieve when you go against it. Let God sort it all out in you and through you by simply letting HIM do all the work. That’s how you grow in grace and mature in your beautiful walk with God. Read your bible. Talk to Him through prayer (no formalities required). Rest assured that He saved you. It’s done. You’re HIS and he promises to take care of you and never ever leave you.

Isn’t that good news? I think it’s AWESOME news! I just get overwhelmed with tears knowing the pure love, and beauty, and freedom, and peace that is our Father God.

Beloved, THAT is the good news He wants the whole world to receive. 🙂
No doctrine, rituals, religion, fear or confusion in God’s love and promises to you. So, it is my suggestion to you that if you find any of that garbage in your quest for spiritual growth, RUN AWAY!

I love you all. God bless!

Your fellow wretched sinner who just absolutely adores Jesus Christ! 😋💓🙏🙌


ANONYMOUS =  I CAN’T LOVE THIS ENOUGH! ! Did YOU write THIS? It’s perfect….I mean…exactly right ON! Well written♡ I am moved by your understanding, you well written words, the fact that you’re sharing the GOOD news with the world and clarifying the difference from false leaders. I’m just so proud of you. Not that you need that. …I’m also honored to know you and call you a friend. a chance meeting years ago…..God is always good. He is the master at this puzzle of life…He created it. He makes the moves and puts the pieces in place …if we’ll just let HIM. Let go of our way and our thinking and follow His way and His thinking. His thoughts are higher than our thoughts and His ways are higher than our ways. There is NO peace like the peace that Jesus brings. When I fall short, make mistakes, have negative thoughts, have a bad day and am not able to put my best Christian foot forward….it’s ok. I am forgiven. I am redeemed. I have royal blood in my veins. I am His and He lives in me. That feeling of complete forgiveness for myself no matter WHAT. …..nothing compares. I often cry …in heartbreak for those who don’t believe. guilty they must feel…how angry and sad and forgotten and unworthy they must feel in this world. I couldn’t imagine that. I NEED Him. This world, although it has wonderful, loving parts too, can be so dark and cold and hateful and judgy…this world is a lie. But fear not for He has conquered the world. He uses the broken, the weak, the vulnerable. Our weakness IS our gift. It brings us closer to Him and more able to reach out and help others. His strength is made perfect in our weakness. Wrap your mind around THAT. It’s an unbelievable, indescribable feeling. I am weak but HE is strong. His plans for us are GOOD. He made us with purpose. He knows the desires of our hearts and all we need do is seek Him with our whole hearts…mistakes and ALL. He loves us so much and there’s nothing we can do or not do to earn that. It is freely given. Bought by the precious blood of Jesus for all who BELIEVE. I LOVE you Meghan. I truly do. You are a gift in my life…even from afar…KEEP GOING! You are on FIRE!! I’ve been told…be careful when you pray for HIM to use you. ..because HE WILL! I pray for HIM to use me…long suffering and all…if it is His will for me I will go through it with a thankful heart. I hope you don’t mind if I share this post….because it really can’t be put any better. WELL DONE ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Once Inwardly Baptized by the Holy Spirit, Forever Saved from Spiritual Death = by: Tim Peffley 7/26/17

Once you are TRULY Saved you have the Seal of the Holy Spirit FOREVER!
I have been a follower of Wayne Levi and a participant in the chat room for over a year. Wayne Levi does a great job preaching repentance, BUT the next step must be taken:
The INWARD baptism of the Holy Spirit!!
Regarding Hebrews 6:4-6:
If you still believe you can lose your free GIFT of eternal salvation, the fact is, you have not FULLY TRUSTED and accepted Jesus’s FINISHED work on the cross. Until you FULLY TRUST in the eternal seal of the Holy Spirit, by believing in the ONLY acceptable work by God, your repentance (works) are dead works.
The OUTWARD baptism of water, through repentance, is the initiating seal of the covenant of grace, engaging the baptized person to begin learning the new covenant.
The INWARD baptism, or the sprinkling of the blood of Christ on the soul, sanctifies that TRUE Christian FOREVER!!! An INWARD baptism of the seal of the Holy Spirit cannot be undone or repeated.
In Hebrews 6:4-6, Paul shows how far a person can go and still fall away. Although they were enlightened, tasted, and partook of the heavenly gifts of the Holy Spirit, and maybe cast out demons in the name of Jesus, or performed other great works (like Judas), they never had TRUE saving grace.(like Judas) Here is the kicker: The people Paul speaks of are those who fall away, he doesn’t say these were TRULY converted souls, or that they had the inward baptism of the Holy Spirit!!(just like Judas never recieved The Comforter) He is NOT saying those with the Seal of the Holy Spirit can lose their salvation!! True saints can fall into sin, but they can never fully fall away from God! The promise of the everlasting gospel and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit is their ETERNAL SECURITY. The moment a TRUE Christian believes Jesus did all the work needed for salvation, that soul becomes a purchased possession of God. Once Saved Always Saved is not a false gospel teaching! It’s exactly what the true gospel message states!! It is more rightly coined: Once Inwardly Baptized by the Holy Spirit, Forever Saved from Spiritual Death. This does not mean it is a license to sin, as a TRULY converted Christian has the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, which convicts them! You can grieve the Holy Spirit, and lose rewards and treasures in heaven which are terrible eternal losses, but you will not lose your GIFT of eternal salvation. A gift is just that, not requiring payment. If you think you must continue doing works and payment for your salvation, the YOU have become YOUR OWN SAVIOR and not JESUS CHRIST!
I love you all and I am just trying to get everyone to TRUST in the FINISHED WORK OF JESUS for their salvation not your continuing works to prove your faith.



Out of love for Christ and for knowing that there are some lost souls that Wayne Levi Price is teaching to, God directed me to pray for that ministry & then called me to minister unto them, among many other things.  HE paved the entire way for me to be able to reach lost souls that were relying upon their own-selves for salvation instead of trusting & believing in the finished work of Jesus Christ.  God allowed me to be able to speak to him (Levi) directly on occasion & he did receive some biblical teaching.  In other aspects, God allowed blinders on Levi’s part.  As time has went on = I realize it was to reach those lost individuals within the group.  With love we attempted to minister unto him as well, but his heart is not accepting the truth in Christ. A formal rebuke within the Facebook Chatroom he has (LINK = derived from him not allowing all the broke in spirit and the lost to receive and learn for their souls & spirits.  He claimed that the video with John Piper was a false teacher.  Whether the preacher is a false teacher or not, that message was an excellent message on ABIDING IN CHRIST & was posted with the entire amount of Romans 8.  It was the teaching itself that my husband & I felt compelled to post.

Shortly prior to this, after months of ministering & teaching unto him (Levi) and picking up the stragglers of the body of Christ, his ministry began getting attacked spiritually.  I then posted this up on our Facebook group fellowship page & also directed him to it, because I could feel God warning= “”PRAYER REQUEST = Anyone that knows me, knows that when God tells me to do something, I do not take it lightly. God called my attention to a home based ministry (church) apx 2 years ago, despite what He has shown me to be true scripturally. Upon doing so, He showed me that within that ministry, there are many people truly seeking God & others are coming to the knowledge of Jesus Christ. I noticed that some have broken spirits in amongst that ministry for various reasons. For quite some time, I prayed for this ministry upon command of God. He then later called me to contact that ministry that actually led to the teaching video that my husband & I have up on you tube. God then later called me to minister unto various members within the group despite what I believe. He paved the entire way for me to do so. When you have Christ on your side = All things are possible. There are some of God’s children within this group and as the body of Christ = we need to pray for them, because now the group is being spiritually attacked. This is why it is extremely important to understand & know the fruits of the spirit. It gives a believer discernment on what is carnal & what is of His Spirit. Those that are seasoned in the faith understand that spiritual attack is many times accompanied with the testing of faith. This proves our Faith unto Christ. Those that endure through that testing = endure to come out stronger on the other side. Lets not forget the assembly of God because a house divided shall not stand.
2 Corinthians 13:14
The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Ghost, be with you all. Amen. God bless you all””

Wayne Levi Price did not heed the call & God told me to not discuss anything else with him, remove away from the group at distance, while still ministering to others; BUT to wait on HIS timing & further instruction.  I heeded Gods calling and it led to the below public rebuking as follows that also led 2 others into full faith, belief, in Jesus Christ.



Wayne Levi Price
, thank you for your concern. I commend you for not wanting anyone to fall into diverse temptations. As I have stated before, and will say again, I do not take anything lightly that God tells me to do. Anything & everything I do, I bring unto submission to Him & let Him direct me. I know it may blow some people’s minds that read this, but God allowed me to be set apart the majority of my Christian walk outside of the quote on quote church. He commanded me to study & meditate upon scripture only. As with anything else, I heeded HIS command. This left me the majority of my life of only abiding in HIS word ONLY & NOT watching televised preachers. So I am not familiar with the above preacher (John Piper) and am studying him out, but God directed me to this very video placed up here. It was a video on ABIDING IN CHRIST.  HE commanded me to place it within the room. Mr. Price, I love you brother, but I have a higher power to answer to = and it is not you = it is God Almighty through HIS son Jesus Christ. Brother, or at least I hope & pray so, God has also allowed me to witness many things within my walk with HIM: I have seen the sin NOT unto death, the sin that does lead to death, I have seen severe chastisements, I have seen hypocrites (we have all seen this), I have seen God’s deadlines with people, I have seen many more things. As a nurse, I have had the opportunity to tend to the needs many times to the death & the dying & you know what = you can always tell who was for God & who was not. It does something to a person when you witness someone screaming “my feet are on FIRE, MY FEET ARE ON FIRE.” And some of the ones that did NOT GO OUT EASY = believed as YOU DO. It is all a matter of the heart – it is the matter of the heart- Christ searches the heart whether you truly love, TRUST, & serve HIM. I put all authority in HIS word, not any man. I have been following this ministry for apx 2 years by command of God and Hebrews 6:4-6 is one of those passages that only God truly can answer, Not you.

Hebrews 6:4-6King James Version (KJV)

For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,

And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,

If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.

I have seen people that were being hypocritical be brought to their knees to come unto submission to Christ with this passage (thinking they can lose salvation) = and I am hoping & praying that you are one. I have seen people be brought to their knees with the eternal security gospel to come unto submission to Christ. But see here is the kicker = back to it is a matter of the heart. Do you truly believe Christ will forsake you when you fall & stumble? He Himself stated= I will never leave thee nor forsake thee. It is us that would leave Him. Believing Christ would forsake us because you have FALLEN TOO FAR goes against HIS words = therefore not giving your full faith & trust in HIM. Scripturally speaking only, there are 2 groups of people. Unbelievers & believers. Quote on Quote Christians are subdivided to the same list above= believers & non believers. The non-believers of the quote on quote Christian group are the hypocrites= “They magnify me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me.” You have stated before these 2 things= I listen to the bible but I don’t read it much & that you don’t want anyone to fall. Falling from grace happens when people are being called unto Christ, not being sealed. Attaining true salvation & being sealed unto it is the hard part for those that are stubborn & leaning unto their own understanding. Remember the lady that I told you about that fell & needed back up. It was your teachings that caused her to FALL. She wasn’t putting her full faith in Christ & in what you said only. Just so you know = She has finally come to Christ with full submission unto Christ & now has the holy spirit dwelling within. Brother, just know = we are continuing to pray for you. If you want to remove us from the room = then so be it. But know this = it would be against God’s will to not instruct those in this ministry to abide in Gods word only and not man = that includes you. If you need us for anything – let us know = because we will be here for you brother if you fall. God bless.

continued conversation in love via personal messages

Message from my husband =

Once again brother = the video was on abiding in Christ.  It was the video and not the person.  She is not puffed up – It is righteous anger for not letting the ministry learn this.  And it is a video approved by ME after praying to God.  I Do not appreciate how you spoke to my wife.  If you have a problem, you talk to the husband, not the wife.  We have been honest with you the entire duration, but YOU did not listen.  The body of Christ does not just accompany your 4 imaginary walls.  We live in the heart of the Bible belt in a pocket where biblical truths are upheld.  Would you not want it straight from the horse’s mouth & not from the subsidiary broke doctrines that you have received your teaching.  The man is to be the head of the home just as he is to be the head of the church & you my sir, have a church.  We would not love you brother if we did not tell you this also = God will not continue to bless knowing that you are going against his ordinances of having a divorcee as the head.  It is the same reason she can not be the head as well, because she is a woman.  It goes against the picture of God’s covenant of marriage.  So don’t even bother telling me about Acts 2 when you read this that there will be prophets & prophetesses either.  God bless = & I hope God opens your eyes & heart to listen.

continued conversation on page =

ANONYMOUS =  Putting your full faith in the blood atonement of Jesus is what saves us.. Not our continued works to prove our faith. Our continued works gain us treasure and rewards in heaven… The message of abiding in Christ is key here… The messenger John Piper, I don’t agree with all his teachings

= = = I pray that this has helped anyone out there in some way.  Make God’s Word your all authority in the spiritual & literal since.  Let every man be a liar & let God be true

God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged.



 I hope & pray that all of you are having a wonderful & blessed day.

I’m sorry that you all have missed the beginning & close of this conversation below.

Being on the outside looking in makes this post look quite harsh = because of not knowing the events that surrounded it = for that I am sorry.

I intermittently post portions of actual conversations to keep a log of those whom I or another brother/sister in Christ have witnessed unto = whether it be good or bad.

An individual came forth unto another sister in Christ that was having difficulty witnessing unto that person. The conversation went forth all out of love & a soft spoken tongue & with previous admissions of that certain individual.  There weren’t any assumptions made about that individual. She (the sister in Christ) was able to witness with what God had done for her plus many other evidences. The conversation continued & that individual is continuing to ask questions hungry for God’s word.

My nephew claimed to be an atheist for many years. Because of that, he was very analytical & questioned everything. Sometimes it takes time & patience to bring forth truth. I learned with him & others that are seeking truth = you keep the conversation open, so they will come back asking more questions. God worked in His life through trials & myself & family witnessing unto him. He is now a professing believer in Christ & growing.

Below is only a portion of the conversations that went back and forth with the above stated fellow sister in Christ & another individual. God bless & hope you enjoy.

ANONYMOUS = Hello brothers and sisters. What do you answer someone to this question:
‘What rational reason do you have to believe that a deity exists’?

AMANDA = Turn the question around & make them answer you.

They appear to have an atheistic type spirit.

“”” (What rational reason do YOU HAVE TO NOT believe that a deity such as GOD ALMIGHTY EXISTS?) “””

“””The fact that I believe in a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, that can save from all condemnation out of love for my eternal soul, gives me fulfillment with a sound mind & wanting nothing.”””

“””Because you do not believe in such, leaves you empty & void=== endlessly searching for something. Daily you seek things, that in the moment make you happy; but when you are left to your own devices, leads you to depression. You realize that emptiness can’t be fulfilled without believing in something to fill that void deep inside that you know you have.””””

Romans 3:23
For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;

John 3:16-18 King James Version (KJV)

16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.


God bless